~StOrY Of Ma LiFe~

2009-11-27T02:28:00.002+08:00

I've Moved........ bye bye.. =D

2009-07-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

I guess Im starting to forget about blogging. Well right now im at my cousin's crib for family gathering as well as Kenduri Arwah. So i took this opportunity to post a simple entry. I just cant wait for the thing that is happening in a few weeks time. Nervous plus excited. Just pray hard that everything will go smoothly insyaallah..
Im now having my attachments for 3 weeks alrdy and im left with 5 more weeks. OMG! i just cant wait for it to end and im dying to go back school.. Oh no no.. i am dying to graduate! countdown to 9 months frm now. hahah! Then i'll consider if i really wanna be a nurse or take other jobs. Probably, i would continue studying. oh dear.. I am craving alot of things now. Im craving for paper thosai at Sakuntala. Chocolate brownie ice cream frm BEN&JERRY. Mc Flurry oreo with extra extra oreo toppings frm Mc Donalds! I wanna drink Peach Green Tea with pearls! Weehee.. Anyone can fulfill those for me please. :) Im missing Babylove right now. Like seriously. We seldom meet nowadays as the both of us are bz with work. We hardly have the time to meet except for Sat and Sun. The only day we can spend time together. But i believe all the hardwork and sacrifices we did now, will bring us a good future. I just got to bear with it for the time being.. I love him and only him. ;)

2009-06-24T17:07:00.003+08:00

Hello lovelies..

Im back here again. Sorry for the silence and not updating my blog for quite sometime. The reasons is simple, I just dun feel like updating anymore and decided to ignore blogging. Ever since I got to know abt the imposter thingy, I decided to make my life personal.
As u can see, my blog now is private as well as my facebook. All because of that stupid imposter. Thanks to you lah k! =S

Well I guess, keeping my life private & personal is much better yeah? Hahah!
Ohkay currently Im missing babyboy so much! I wanna go tanning badly. Went swimming with him yesterday and planned to tan but sadly the weather was playing a trick on us. Thought its gonna rain but not! LOL. Not big deal anyway, there's always next time. To the beach perhaps!

Nothing much, till then! =)

2009-05-30T00:00:00.004+08:00

I just need you to spare some time on this. I hope im not going to say this for the 3rd time again nor saying it repeatedly. Because I just cant be bothered, however i want you people to know.

Readers, beware of this profile in friendster -> Atikah Kawairashi .

I had just deleted my account in friendster, and so this is definitely not mine. If you happen to have her in your friends list, delete her off. And if you received any friend request from this unknown person, IGNORE! I appreciate that. :)

This is so childish to be entertain. =S

2009-05-23T23:29:00.012+08:00

Great time with baby today. And I wore the Kimono Top that he bought for me. Hee.

Had dinner with him at Pastamania. Oh mann.. I just love the beef lasagne. Its yummy delicious! Baby had his meat ball pasta afterwhich he finds it tasteless and asked the staffs for lasagne sos to mix with. haha but it tasted better after that. (:

After dinner, did some window shopping and i saw something which really caught my eye. Jumpsuit from Armani Exchange which cost $339. Eeerrgghhh, too expensive and i dont think its worth buying. But its gorgeous i swear! Well, Im so gonna find a similar one like that.

Baby sent me home quite early as he need to rush to fetch his mom. All and all, the most good times in life is to have him by my side. I love you and thanks for your time today sayang.. =)

2009-05-11T23:18:00.007+08:00

Its been awhile since I updated. Im just so busy with school projects, exams and always feeling shag after school. Gosh... Alright, not to waste any time. Im gonna update about last Sunday's performance at Singapore Expo.
It was a pleasure to me as I was invited to sing with Fuad Rahman as well as the legend Datuk Jalalludin Hassan from KL. I had a great time at Singapore Expo feeling so nervous. Before the show, I didnt get to practise with them the song that we were supposed to sing. So can you imagine that was the first time I sang the song without practising with my duet partner. Hantam jelah. But it turned out good i guess. Hah!

I felt honoured as I get to talked to them personally at the backstage. I cant deny that Datuk Jalalludin Hassan is a very nice gentleman. Friendly and well spoken person. Im looking forward to have shows like this again. =)
Lets watch the videos below.

The family..

With my most loved one, Naufal.
With the cute kids who wanted to take pics with me. hee.. =)

2009-05-06T18:22:00.006+08:00

Oh well again..... Im too tired with imposters! I just found an imposter account of myself in friendster. Like wth?! Again?!

This time, with the name of "KawairashI". And how I came across that profile? That silly fella added me in friendster. Cool or whaaattt?! This is just so silly till i laughed my ass out upon seeing that profile lah! C'mon people. I just dont have any freaking idea why are u feeling so free like a busybody till u created an account of somebody else? Go and find something better to do rather than making ur ownself look stupid.. Gosh! What are these people up to man? Get a life yaw!

Im tired to say more. It makes me feel even more sick! Just beware of this imposter friendster account people! It's definitely not me yea! =DD

Click the link below to view.

CLICK HERE!!

2009-05-03T20:37:00.003+08:00

Bad bad times....

Im down with FLU. It gave me a shocked since i never had this sickness before which made me feel really weak. Mind you! This has got nothing to do with "Swine" Flu. Went to the doctor twice. Infact, I just had my injection yesterday because of my high fever that rises to 39.1 degrees. Goodness, that was bad. Yet, i dont feel any better now. Thanks to baby for his concern and showing his endless care towards his girlfriend. I think I gotta skip school again tomorrow.
This is not what I wanted and I've never ask for this. Health is not something you can play neither u neglect about it. Sufficient rest is much more important to me unless i want to end up staying in the hospital. That is totally out of my mind. I dont want to stay in the hospital again. Not for the 2nd time please.

Friends? I dont think they bother. Dont ask.

2009-04-17T22:53:00.001+08:00

I am just so plain bored. Deleting my blog would be a good idea yea.

2009-04-15T23:17:00.002+08:00

Im certainly feeling so stress up with school. Despite the tight schedule, I am occupied with other things besides school work. Now tell me, how am I going to cope with 2nd year module? Its much tougher than the 1st year. And just today, one of the new nursing intake student asked me whether I am from 2nd yr. She seems lost and asked me for direction to MLT while in the lift. At the same time, she asked for some tips in nursing. My answer was simple.. "Just do ur best in exams. If not, u are not able to go for attachments". Omg, I hope Im not scaring her though. Because she turn silence right after I said that. And Im not bullying her either!. Hahaha..

Im going for my Basic theory practise this Sunday and I had already booked 3 practices in total. Kanchioong ah? LOL. Like i mention before, my BTT will only be on mid May.

And so now, I better have my sleep. If not, I will definitely be like a zombie the next morning I woke up. Gd night!~ :)

2009-04-10T00:47:00.009+08:00

Im enjoying every moment with him and I couldnt imagine myself without him around. I know his love towards me are so true because he would sacrifice his time, even sacrifices his sleep just to be with me as much as possible. Those are the things that girls dont realise but Im glad that I can think positively and far though Im still young.

I appreciate his company everytime. Thank god for the gift you'd given me. Infact, he's more than a gift to me. I wouldnt want to ask for more. He's

I want to marry youu.......! =)

A day spent with babylove at Sentosa was fun. I was really hoping that it will not rain ydae and thank god the weather was good! He came early to fetch me and we had our brunch in LongJohn Compass pt. Headed to Harbourfront, bought some snacks and off we went to Palawan Beach. I swear it is nice to spend the precious time together with the one u love there. Some may love going to the beach with friends but as for myself, i prefer going there with babylove. Infact, everywhere with him will be nice.

P/S: Im so not looking forward to school next week.

Pictures up! =)

in the train on our way to harbourfront.
he's trying out something new! LOL
Baby is getting so excited. He said,"Papaya is nice!" ;) (Inside jokes)
And im pointing out something BIG&STRANGE. =P

My muscle man!

All time favourite "Peach tea".

I aint showing my middle finger yaw!

2009-04-05T00:49:00.004+08:00

Its been awhile since i updated. The fact that school is opening next week makes me feel so pathetic! The days went so fast till I didnt get a little time to sit down and flip through my book and start revising. Im just being plan lazy that is. Well, I am just going to enjoy every minute and every second of my holiday. As a result, me & bf have already planned to go to Sentosa this Wednesday. Just pray hard that the weather will be alright neither will it play trick on us. Omg, I miss the beach. Taking pictures is a must baby! :)

And finally... The day that I've been waiting, for god knows how long, is here.. I finally enrolled my driving license last week. And can u imagine that my BTT is only on May? It makes me so unpatient becauseI have to wait for goddamn 2 months! From what I thought, I could get an earlier date if I book in BBDC nevertheless I was wrong. Still, I gotta patiently wait in order to drive my Mazda 3 since Ive been dreaming to drive for so long. Haha!

Life is all bout being patient uh.. =P

2009-03-24T23:21:00.006+08:00

I was browsing through my music in my lappie and I saw this song by Anis Suraya& 2 by 2. I used to hear it quite frequently because the song gives me a very meaningful message. Everytime while listening to it, I will look at the lyrics and find out the meaning behind it. On the same note, I feel the song. Perhaps, this song gives me alot of meaning to myself right till now.

Okay ppl, enjoy the song though its quite outdated. hee. (:

Siapa Dia Sebelum Daku - 2 By 2 & Anis Suraya

Aku selalu memikirkannyaSiapa dia sebelum dakuGadis kau puja hingga kecewaKini kau tak menyatakan
Aku pun jua sering bertanyaSiapa dia sebelum dakuPria kau puja hingga meranaKau merahsiakan dariku
( korus )Sejak kau wujud dalam hidupkuSemuanya telah terpadamBak bayangan yang indah di malam purnamaDitelan mentari pagi
Apa disentuh sejarah duluHanya menyakit hati sendiriTelah ditemukan kita berduaEngkaulah sinar hidupku
( korus )Sejak kau wujud dalam hidupkuSemuanya telah terpadamBak bayangan yang indah di malam purnamaDitelan mentari pagi
Apa disentuh sejarah duluHanya menyakit hati sendiriTelah ditemukan kita berduaEngkaulah sinar hidupku
And the fact is, my bf will do anything for me just so that Im happy. Im happy & he's happy. And that makes us the happy couple! LOL. Will be going back to school tomorrow because of that silly teacher for not completing the topic. *Smack you* He owe me big time.

2009-03-16T18:45:00.011+08:00

Its the 2nd week of school and certainly im looking forward to my 3 weeks of holiday. I just think that I need a time break since after my attachment. And my brain have already told me to stop from working too much and I end up being so shagged..

On the same note, nothing much goes into my brain during lesson for the past one week. Even though I knew that year 2 is going to be much tougher. Well I guess, things will be back as per normal after my holiday. I hope so! I just feel like giving myself a tight slap on my face and scream,"WAKE UP!!" Probably my bf would be glad to do that to me. You are most welcome baby. LOL!

Im going to update those pictures that we took during our outing the other day as well as yesterday's picture. We had already watched the 3D movie, My Bloody Valentine and it was really awesome! All and all, thanks for the treat baby. =)

Not going to say much. Let the pics do the talking yaw!

PASTAMANIA! =D

Please do not withdraw to much money honey...

Calvin Klein

If you're happy and you know it clap you hands. (clap2)

Im bringing sexy back!!

Ice CreaaamMmmM....~~

2009-03-12T22:32:00.003+08:00

Just so you know, school is more stressful now for year 2.1.. And I have to really focus on my upcoming phase test which is next week Monday.(Insulin therapy) Cool or what?!
School have just started and here I am feeling so stressed up. I just cant wait for my holiday please!

Despite being stressful, I had a fun time with bf today. We went to watch movie!! Like finally, after such a long time.. Im yet to upload the pics because my camera is now with him.

I guess I need a rest now. Gotta pack my school stuffs and get ready for lesson tomorrow.
~Boredom~

2009-03-08T22:18:00.007+08:00

With Eera....

I think I need a time break to relax my mind after attachment finally ended. And so, shopping is the answer! Since bf is working today, I had Munirah to accompany me to buy some stuffs at TAKA. Yeay! Thanks babe. Oh my, I really spent alot today and I guess I've to stop from spending too much.

New pair of sandles from Charles&Keith, Paul Smith perfume, 3 quarter denim pants from Cotton On, MAC cosmetics and black blouse from Hypnosis which really caught my eye. Went to FrenchConnection(FCUK) to buy the printed tee but unfortunately it was out of stock and only be in by June. Chetz! Thats all for me and I have to save up money for something else.Wahaha!

Munirah was like,"Ishhh, tak abis2 shopping ah dekni. Lenguh kaki aku jalan ngn kau".

Im sorry babe, but we had fun today right. It was worth going out with you and I appreciate ur company. We shared a lot of things together. Afterall, we really had fun.

I miss baby. We shall catch a movie soon. Despite all the happiness I had today, I swear I keep thinking about you. Every places I went to today just reminds me of being with you. (:
Perhaps Im too excited to go back to school tomorrow. Why am I excited? Only Me & Munirah knows. Its a secret for the moment. Sheesshhh.................

Pictures up!

Hello, Im Munirah (:

LOL! Funny...

Talking on the phone: "Hello dear.. Im going hm soon dont worry. I miss you"

You've gain weight, I've lose weight. LOL!

2009-03-08T01:44:00.002+08:00

Seems like its been quite sometime since I cuddled with him. In other words, I truly miss him sincerely. We both are just plain busy but we do have time to talk to each other and meet up even though for awhile. I appreciate that. (:
Yes, i have to adapt to some changes and at the same time to understand.

I love you & miss you..~

2009-03-02T00:00:00.006+08:00

Perhaps it was raining damn heavily today with thunder & lightnings. I was scard seriously. But im lucky to have baby's company today. And he was so sweet to bring me to Delifrance at TAKA for our dinner. Thanks for the treat baby. You're being too sweet today.
So we did our last minute shopping. He got himself a new pair of shoe from Calvin Klein & new white top from ZARA. And I got myself a new white top too from ZARA. We didnt plan to do any shopping today but those things just caught our eye. Isshhh.... Went to Charles & Keith to find my new pair of sandles(again??) but unfortunately there is no more size for me. Chetzz...
He drove me all the way hm since its already quite late and the fact that we both are working the next day. Haiz.

The thought of leaving the ward and saying goodbye to attachment next week really makes me so uber happy! Which means school is starting and I have to start studying again for year 2. *sigh... Ok, I guess I have to stop blogging right now because my bed is already calling me for a date! LOL! Working morning shift tomorrow. urrgghhh. I swear I just feel like dozing off anytime soon while assisting the patient. HAHAHA!

2009-02-26T22:51:00.004+08:00

I think I have to make it clear now.

I get really agitated when my patients started asking me. "Nurse, are you Phillipine?". "Are you Singaporean?" Not 1 patient. But lots of them have been asking me the same irritating question. Even in the rehab centre too. Some even asked," you chinese?". Okay, im fine with that.
Now on the serious note, do I really look like a phillipine girl to them in the first place? Or probably i shuld take that as a compliment. Hah! But hell no! I felt odd seriously.

I remembered there was one patient who thought that I was from Myanmar. Fuh.... (Amek kau! Myanmar abes..!) What would be their comment after this? Im from China? Im gonna knock ur head and make sure you will be totally unconscious. LOL!

Lets move on..

As day passed, I miss bf more & more. He's far away from me and the main reason I miss him is 100 percent a fact. I guess I have to stop crying when I started to think bout you & miss you. I know you will be alright. Im just worried when he turns silence. Your silence is killing me dear baby. And you too ahhh! Stop calling me gembeng lah. Cengeng lah. Funny eyyy? Cisss.....

I just cant control them because I love him too much up to the sky.....
Cant wait for the weekend to begin when he's safely back from Malaysia..... :)

*Hugs&Kisses*

2009-02-22T23:50:00.007+08:00

Please do not make me Paranoid. Thanks.

Since I need it badly, me and baby went to find my new nursing black shoe. Got it from CROCS. Its worth buying it because it feels so comfortable. Weee.. Then went to Newton to have our dinner. Fuuhh. I just love the Kangkong sambal & Ikan pari. Yumaayyy. (:

Oh dear. Bf is going to Genting for holiday with his family this Wednesday. And will be back by Fri. I am so gonna miss him even though he will be going for only 2 days. What more?
I will miss our long conversations at night. Apart from that, I just pray he will come back here safely. Insyaallah...... Hmmmm.... =(

Back to Ward 63 tomorrow and it just feels like a nightmare. =S

2009-02-20T21:58:00.005+08:00

So today was the last day of attachment at St Luke rehab centre after 1 week. Resulting frm my insufficient rest & sleep, I woke up darn late this morning at 7 instead of 5am when I am supposed to start work at 8. I was rushing like a mad girl and I ask dad to send me straight to the place which is at Clementi. It was seriously far from my place but nevertheless my dad managed to send me on time. haahhhh.. thank god. (:

Apart from doing all the daily chores, I started to like the place even though we find it pathetic earlier on. In other words, the aunties & uncles are nice. But not the staffs. And again, staff is the issue here. Well, forget bout it since its already over for me. nyeheheh!

So here are the pictures during the outing on Valentine's day. I received a sweet gift frm babylove even though we know we cant celebrate it. Its not about the gift that he gave during valentines day. But its about how we appreciate the gift as well as the love that he gave.

I love you for being my most best partner!

Pictures up!

2009-02-16T19:57:00.003+08:00

Attachments in a rehab centre taking care of the elderly, certainly pathetic to the extend of being like a servant to them.
We are nurses. Not your maid.
How can they, the staffs there easily asked us to wash & dry the plates, clean the tables, wipe the window and mop the floor?? Its my first day today and it's just untolerable. The aunties & the uncles are not friendly so I just dont bother to communicate nor entertain them. Oh please... I want this 1 week to end very soon. Fine, lets drop the topic because I dont see any point complaining.
I miss baby. Thanks for the Valentine's gift. You're just so sweet dear. I've heard bout my friends relationship and I pity them. As much as I sympathise with their problems, I still believe that i will somehow never end up like them. I am too afraid to lose you baby. You are my world and everything. I know Im too weak to find any other guy that is as good as you. Not that I say you're perfect. Everyone do have flaws & imperfections and I think that gives us the challenge in a relationship. Its about how you treat each other well and accept who they are and not what they are.
I wish I could upload photos right now. But unfortunately, I left my camera in boyfriend's car. For once I thought I lost it for goodness sake! Haha! Im just lucky. I will upload soon once I got my camera back! hohoho..
Bye! :)

2009-02-09T23:59:00.011+08:00

Kiss me under the milky twilight

Weekends with love was wonderful. Nothing could be any nicer than spending time with him. I cant resist the romantic moments we spent when he looked deeped into my eyes trying to tell me that he loves me deeply. Thanks baby, I know. (:

Just a brief one.

We did some window shopping then headed to the Marina Barrage though we wasnt sure where is the place actually located. Nevertheless, he managed to bring me there. You're my hero!

A very nice & romantic place i should say. Especially for couples. Ouchh.. Im so looking forward to go to such places again where the wind blows silently when there's only the 2 of us talking abt US and our love. Where he will slowly start to kiss my forehead, cheeks and lips under the moon. AwwWwW!! I would love that moment.

Shall we......? Hee.... *wink* ;)

He enjoyed singing the song. Lol! =)

2009-02-07T12:50:00.005+08:00

I pity him when he's at work.
The fact that nowadays there are so many unconsiderate people who did something stupid till there was a big fire built up here and there. A very big fire I mean. Fighting over with huge fire till it shuts down makes me really worried. Futhermore, he's not feeling quite well lately and I was praying so hard hoping that nothing would happen to him.
You know, unexpected things might happen when you're dealing with danger. But on the other hand, I highly respect you Sergeant Naufal, for making me proud because you made it through. You've safe people's life with danger while you are putting yourself at risk too.
With the rank you have now, surely your responsibility are higher than the others and yes I can clearly you are really serious when it comes to work. Im happy for you dearie. ;)

And the nicest plust sweetest thing he would do is to try his best to keep me company during his off days though I know he's shagged after working 24 hours. How sweet is that.
Well. I just hope everything will be alright & I will always pray the best for him. His name will never fail to be mention in my everyday prayers. I will pray to god just so that I could face any challenges we'll be facing in the future and also be the most loveliest and sweetest couple that understand each others need.

Speaking of that, I remembered there was a time where he was being very cheeky trying so hard to irritate me and creating jokes until I realised there was this auntie who was looking at us and said, "Cutest couple I've ever seen". We looked at her and smiled. Heee..
Now, Im glad to say that I am deeply in love with him. Our love are still very strong and will stay this way forever. =)

Nurse & Fireman

Taken from New Paper
April 2008.

Australian dating site survey reveals sexiest jobs for men and women

Women hot for firefighters

THE more boring your job, the less you are lucky in love?

That seems to be one of the findings of a survey conducted by
RSVP, an Australian dating site which polled 500 singles.

For the second year running, the sexiest male profession was a "fireman", closely followed by tradesman, company CEO, musician and sports professional.

Being a waiter ranked the least sexy profession for a man, followed by real estate agent.

And the sexiest jobs for women?

"Acting and nursing" won the top slots, while music and fitness training followed close
behind.

'I just want to find a guy who is successful and comfortable and willing to look after me'.

2009-02-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

He has no wings but still, he's my angel.

There are many reasons to it...

I love you for some sentimental reasons.
I love you for being my companion when I need you. I love you because u bring the best out of me. I love that feeling of being secure when u wrap ur arms around me. I love the way u keep urself cool when I do something silly. I can be myself when I am with you and I can tell you anything & everything. You are my listening ear. Your love has helped me to rediscover myself. You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what. You've always update me with ur dreams u had ("Dear, I dreamt bout you last nite). I love the way you treasure the gifts that I gave you.
And, of course, your intelligence, cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me ;-)

Last but not least, I miss you dearly. I swear I do.....

2009-02-02T00:44:00.002+08:00

If I were to think bout it.
Working and returning back to the same ward tomorrow gives me a big heartache. Seriously. We'll be coming back to ward 63 class C tomorrow for 4 weeks. Im really feeling the pain now. Taking care of 12 patients, do sponging in the morning like never ending.
Haha! All the best to me lah k. Same staff nurses, same sisters. Hopefully not the same patients again. Sometimes i ponder, why must they put us in the same ward which we were once attached to? I want a new environment please...... =(

2009-01-28T00:08:00.010+08:00

Just so you know, holiday is a must to go out and therefore, I had a great time with babylove today on Chinese New Year holiday. And so, we wore RED today. Yeay! Coolness~
We went to Cineilesure for a movie. I've been persuading him to watch this movie called "Changeling" which i thought it was Challenge instead of Changeling. Haha. Kinda weird the name. I heard quite a number of people telling me that the movie was quite good so Im kinda excited to watch and told Naufal, I die die want to watch that movie. Unfortunately, all the seats were occupied and we only get to seat at the front row. Boring.......

Before the movie starts, Naufal alrdy told me, he got the feeling that the movie is gonna be boring. I ignored him as i was abit excited to watch. But afterall I guess, whatever he said was true. Not that I say the movie was boring. I love the story line but the show was somehow abit draggy & slow. And 2 &half hrs sitting down in the cinema watching that slow movie was rather pathetic. Im getting really bored towards the end of the show and all I could wish for at that point of time was to get it all done and go for DINNER! LOL. I was really2 hungry and i just felt like getting my ass off the cinema at any time. Gosh! Spending 10 bucks for that kinda movie was not worth. But still, I have to love that show coz i have alrdy wasted that 10 bucks. Thanks! =P

Not big deal anyway. Well, Im so excited to know that I just bought the GOLD Adidas watch which I wanted soooo much! Phewwww at last! Its gorgeous baby I swear Im so in love with it.
One thing i would want to mention. Its kinda weird to see the Chinese walking around Orchard when it is their New Year. Probably not many relatives to visit i guess. Hah! But to me it is still weird to see them around. Maybe I should try going town on the 1st or 2nd day Raya. LOL nonsence!

After such a long time, I suddenly bumped into a sweet friend of mine. Shamira.
Hey sweets! What a coincidence yea. We just texted each other and there i saw u outside the toilet waving at me. What a shocked! haha. Well oh well. Bout their love story, just dont get urself involve. You might want to help her but if she doesnt seems to listen then too bad. Let her be. Maybe this is just a start for that guy and he might want to change for her. You never know. =)

Ok lets end this quick! I love my babyboy and I just cant resist it. He's a nice person to spend my time with. All in all, I LOVE YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY BRIGHTER! Muahhssss....

Hold me tight baby. (:
Cute lah tuuuu~~

He was so mad at me for giving him that MONSTER Sweet. nyeheheh!

Buruk nyee! hah! My tounge is longer than yours! =PP

Eh hello new watch! I like!

I know he loves me. :)

he wore my watch. nice!

Bye! :)

2009-01-24T13:00:00.004+08:00

Im gonna have a hell of a good time on my holidays next week. 2 days off frm work. Cool or what?! Oh yea. Can i express some thoughts here? Just bear with me.
One of the Senior Staff Nurse in my ward is a bitch. I swear she is. I want nothing more than to get away from her. Other staffs are great unlike her who's being unfair towards the ITE students. She treated us differently from Nanyang students. And the way she look at us is so like ,"I-owe-you-BIG-time!" kind of face. Such a pathetic big ASS bitch! Hari-hari muke mcm mintak hutang gitu. A week more to go before we were transfered to another ward. But i'll sure do miss my patients in that ward. They're friendly uncles & unties. On the other hand, they love us too for we provide them with full care & attention. Right now, this time, I cant wait for babylove to come over my place as he asked me a favour to help him to do something regarding his work. I just miss him alot and everyday seems to be the same. Muackkzz!
Here i would like to wish all my Chinese friends.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
&

Happy HOLIDAYS yaww! =)

2009-01-20T17:05:00.008+08:00

Just a short entry frm me.

Was cordially invited to Ismail Haron's launch of album at Singapore Expo on the 18th Jan. Went there with Naufal. We were given a copy of his DVD concert & MTV karaoke as a token of appreciation to those who were involved in his concert which was held recently on the 21st November at downtown east. A sweet note written by him on the dvd cover. He wrote,"To my dearest daughter. I love you. From Uncle Ismail." Haha. How sweet. Also met those artist who involved in the concert. Had some conversations, then Naufal sent me off to home. Didnt spent much time as Im on morning shift the next day. Grrr! Im patiently waiting for this attachment to end. God, pleasee.. I really want the time to fly really fast. Cant wait to get back to school. On the other hand, I ponder who's the lucky person to be our class lecturer for Year 2.

New chapter to begin. (:

On our way there.

His actions on stage.

Me & Kak Rozie Rahim (Rahimah Rahim's sister)

The backup vocalist (Atikah, Fauzan & Rozie)

Paparazzi

Us with Moliano.

The ones who involved.

Art Fazil.

2009-01-14T23:55:00.005+08:00

ATTENTION PEOPLE!

Someone have just mentioned about me typing my own tag in my tagboard and praising my ownself. How bout that? Dont u think its silly?
Dont have to think more, yes definitely it is! Why on earth should i do those stupid things at the first place? People come to my blog, they read and read but they dont know whats going on. What they do is, they judge from what they see. Stop judging instead start deciding. Im not self-proclaimed type of person. You got me wrong boy. I dont praise myself to people. It is SO not me yea. As said clearly before, I dont entertain nonsence nor rudeness. I should describe these people as a cyber freak mental illness.
Well, i guess you guys should stop praising. For the sake of this people with mental disorder! Tell me if u need a "nurse" to assist you! I may be quiet about things but that does not mean u can step over my head and talk shit with me.

Enough is enough. I wouldnt want to say more. This is my final say. Nothing is gonna change my mind. So people, better listen up!
After all the nonsence i had from the uncivilised people, i've decided to private my blog. Im sorry sweethearts. I need to defend my own reputation. I do not know what people think about me after they read about my life here. They may and may not like me. Some may think that i am just showing off or whatsoever. They might do things that is unexpected. So after much thinking. I've made up my mind and privating my blog is the best way. As this is also to avoid any nonsence to occur again. Or maybe worse! You may not know.

Sweethearts, I appreciate ur lovely comments all this while. Its so nice and sweet of ya'll. But every start should have an end. Once again im saying, i will not change my mind. Just put urself in my shoe and u'll understand. Thanks for ur time readers. I should end it here. Take care lovelies. *winks* =)

2009-01-12T01:25:00.002+08:00

A year have passed. Its gone so quick but the time is here.

Well, its not too late for me to wish you a Happy 1st Anniversary dear. 9th of January marks the date of us promising each other to stay together, faithfully. The day we finally found the one and the one we can see spending the rest of our life with.
Thanks for the tender loving care that you had given me for the past one year. I've been trying so hard all this while to be the best that i can. The best for you.
My love towards u is so true and i dont wish for a trade baby. (:

Made a simple video for him. Just for our special day. *winks*

2009-01-06T00:13:00.009+08:00

Oh well.. Haha! First day of attachment was urmm... ok? LOL! not really actually. Apparently the ward is quite boring with not much patients. Im taking care of A class ward. Thats the advantage coz its air-conditioned! Huhu.. The disadvantages are, i hardly find any patients with Nasogastric tube on or patients with oxygen therapy. Tell me how am i suppose to complete my skills? Duh! Enough, im on afternoon shift tomorrow. Infact, today was afternoon too. That bloody teacher changed the schedule. Damn!

Nothing much to say. Let the pictures do the talking yaw! It was just random shots that we took in the car yesterday before watching movie,"College". It was borriiinnngg i tell you. And yea, it was kinda erotic.

No kids below 18 please! HAHAHA!

yes, it's you baby! ;)

oh, look at that cheekbone.
Belum ready lah!

Muke maintain eh!

Look at the Botak Boy!

he can be very cheeky you know.

eh sape ni?! nyeheheh....

Him with his car.eh tido? Heh!

And finally he said, I look nice with bangs. HAHA! =P

Bye! :)

2009-01-03T01:31:00.007+08:00

Just a short one.
Had dinner with my cute lil babies yesterday at "Popeyes" Singapore Flyer. Initially Yazid wanted to join us but unfortunately, he couldnt stay long as he need to rush back home. (Boring) Sorry babies, i make u all wait for me. I had something earlier on. The first thing Yazid said when he saw me," eh, slim down ah?" LOL! Olalala.. biase jugak.
So, dinner with them was great. We are soo not looking forward to attachments. Will miss each other like damn much coz all of us are posted in different hospitals. DAMN! But still, we'll keep in touch and thats for sure~

Received a call frm my friend yesterday saying that im on morning shift this Mon. BOOO!!
I miss you girlfriends! (:

She loves me. (:

Yazid

Ikah & Nicole. (:

Pout baby. :)

Sibuk je ni anak.

The girlfriends...

Raifana baby.

"Hmm. cukup tk duit aku ni?"

"Aleerrrhai, tk cukup pulak." LOL!

Raifana again.

eh sempat!

Yummmaaayyy!!

And we call it a day~ Take care girls. See ya soon! (:

2009-01-01T02:36:00.010+08:00

`HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Goodbye 2008. And here comes the year 2009. Welcome! (:
Its sad to say goodbye to 2008 coz it brings back alot of memories to me. Many sweet things happened on that year itself. Knowing my bf last yr was a fate and a gift frm god. I entered Nursing Course in ITE and get to know many people there and thats where i met my lovely girlfriends. They are my cute lil babies. Hee! Im blisfully happy to go through every single thing in that year. 2008 is the start of everything!

So what are my resolutions for this year?
I believe that we can improve on things that happened. Therefore my resolutions is to be a better person in future. Do anything that make my beloved ones proud which explains my studies. Be more understanding towards everyone (if only there are certain reason that can be understand.) Be a good n royal gf to my Baby Naufal. I wanna be the best gf that treat him good. And also! My last resolution is....
Start to save up my money because of this!

oh baby i swear this is sooo GORGEOUS! :D

2008-12-31T04:49:00.009+08:00

Nakal!

Its been quite sometime since I last went out with bro to do some window shopping. So today, accompanied him to city plaza to buy his perfume. Should say that the original perfumes there are really cheap. Cheaper frm market price. So i bought mine too frm Anna Sui (Dolly Girl). Then headed to Naufal's house to adjust some things there. As planned, my dad wanted to bring his family for a treat at Johor. As the first treat was his dad's. So we had our supper there coz its alrdy 12.30 am by the time we reached. Our families had our supper in JB for the 2nd time alrdy. Im glad to see them getting closer. :)

We had seafoods for today and the dishes was really really nice! Yummyyy.. As usual, untie's and uncle's stories. Haha! Then my bro came up with his "Teka- Teki" which is so lame and everyone doesnt seem to entertain him. Kesian!
So we headed hm after that and reached hm ard 3.30am. Hah! Sleepy head and went to sleep after washing up. (:

Rudy & me.

eh nakal face!

Eh! best uh aku camwhore sorg2. :P

EeeEE Yuckkss!

Slap me!

MeeoooOWw! He said I look like a cat here. Hah!

2008-12-29T00:46:00.006+08:00

-Be responsible for what happened.-

To that particular person. You've own up to me n apologised. Yes im glad that you've realised ur mistakes. You did that silly thing without realising and thinking bout me and my bf feelings. You'd told me ur reason by doing that n i think its ridiculous seriously. I appreciate u for owning up and showing up to me who you really are. But once again im telling you , i hate it for what you had done. Just a simple msg to you and i hope u take this seriously:

Just make sure that u tell ur bf off the truth. And also includes his friends. I dont want others to think bad abt me. I want u to clean up my name coz u've spoilt it. After what happened, they will surely think that im a cheap girl. Dont just apologise but do it and convince everyone. Everyone that you have fooled. You're making fun of urself too. To me this is a SERIOUS matter because afterall, this is my maruah. It affects my boyfriend too. Others would think what kind of girlfriend he has.
So yes. Take it seriously. You did a mistake and you have to face it all.
Fyi, my bf is still mad bout this.

2008-12-27T11:42:00.010+08:00

This is so frustrating and making me feel so pissed! I would definitely want to point out on one thing. I know people have been keeping track on me through my blog, friendster and youtube. Thank you for patronizing. Yesterday i found an imposter profile of myself in TAGGED! WTH??!! I found out frm my bf coz he thought im the one who owned that profile. Then we found out and i actually view that particular person's profile with the name of, "Princess of Snow". HAHAHA! best pe name! surprisingly all my new updated pictures are posted in there including my new ZOO photos. And to my surprise again, there are no pictures of me & boyfriend. Weirdo! What is that person trying to do?
I saw lots of comments been sent there and this particular person actually replied to them. Like hello?!! what would others think towards me? Im being cheap?! I dun need extra publicity. Nope i dont seriously. So daring ehh?

I assume that "YOU" must be stalking me all this while. Think bout people's feelings before doing anything stupid. (if only u have the heart) You are a girl too, yes im pretty sure! Have respect for others. Tell me one thing girl, what would u gain from all those shit huh? Maybe you're just too free with too much time to waste and apparently you are turning into such busybodies at the last resort. I do not entertain stupid things. I may be keeping really quiet about things. But it really does not mean I am totally unaware of what is going on. Because I am not such a dumb girl. I can be very nice to people but that does not mean u can step over my head. U're nice to me, i'll be definitely be nice to u.

And i just found out that "she" have already deleted that account. WOW! that was FAST yaw! to whoever who "illegally" created that Tagged account on my behalf, THANKS BUT NO THANKS. i dont need the extra publicity. In case you didnt notice, read my disclaimer to your left. I am SURE that you will read this entry.

Ok, let me tell u this. Im not threatening nor saying bullshits. But if u happen to read, own up to me personally who u are, apologise or else further actions will be taken. (though i know u will not) OR! If i found out anymore new account been created. Be it in tagged, friendster or whatever related to it, i will seriously take actions without hesitation. I swear i will. You can kindly try. So to whoever u are, think twice before doing anything stupid that affect people personal life. Or should i say MY LIFE! So keep that in your mind.

Believe in karma. What goes around come around.

p/s: I only owned Friendster and Blog. No other nonsence such as Tagged or whatsoever! And im so not sorry bout this. Its my blog, my say, my life. I dont need anyone to be an angel to intefere. Or else, take your leave. :)

2008-12-27T02:31:00.004+08:00

First and foremost, i would like to tell everyone here. Listen up people! Please take note that i hate IMPOSTERS! People trying so hard to be others. Its fine if you are a fan of an artist but on a serious note:

Dont create nonsence! you are putting urself at risk. If one finds out, you're totally in a deep trouble. DEAD!
Im pretty sure you guys here are wondering what the hell im talking. Or what is it about anyway? If only you people know what im trying to say. Just not the right time to be written down here. I will tell every single thing when the right time comes. Infact, if i can tell the whole world about it, i will surely do.

Without hesitation. Thank you. :)

2008-12-26T12:23:00.005+08:00

I swear my whole body shivers while checking my results on the internet just now. Deep in my mind, i am really afraid that i cant move on to year 2 next year. But hell no! i was totally wrong. Happy to say that i passed both my subjects. Clinical Nursing and behavioural sci. Hah! Cool or what?! Its a joy for me. Thanks to my beloved ones for the non-stop hits encouragement and motivation. You know i can do better. (:

So right now my main focus is to do well in my clinical posting. Even though it is a heartbreaking for me to stand all the nonsence in the hospital. Just bear with it. People there can be very mean to you just because you are a student. And so what?! (dont action uh ok. LOL!)
Currently, im yet to know about my friends results. The one and only that i know is Raifana's. Im awake to her call asking me to check my results. So good uh that girl. Congratz to you for ur results too aite baby. I am so glad that we are in the same class again next yr. Hope everyone does. Im happy more than anything else.

Thanks god. (:

2008-12-25T11:05:00.004+08:00

Nothing much. Just uploading my new pic with my bangs as some requested.

Holidays went pretty well actually and im enjoying waking up late everyday but not until attachment starts on 5th Jan. Damn! I better set my alarm to 5am n be there early especially on the first day. Hope this time round i could stand those pathetic faces of staff nurses and sisters. Only if they are nice then it will be great. Work shall not be stressful yaw.

Oh yes! Its 25th December darling. Im excited plus touched when i came across this date. Its the date where me & him first get to know each other. And thats where everything started. We had our late night chat on the phone till one day he decided to date me out. WoOo! Sweetness baby. He's a cool man and that attracts me. heeeeeee!!

Lets do the countdown to the date honey. (:

2008-12-23T23:59:00.005+08:00

Hello babies! Just a random update frm me. Im bored, so decided to write down something. heh! And oh well. I just cut bangs. nyeheheh! like amoi like that. Coz i find that my fringe was irritating when it is long and it tends to cover up my eye. so now its time for new hair cut. fyi, i only cut my fringe ok. HOHO! and plus, i bought bronzer frm BodyShop today. (:

Hello boyfriend. I miss you. I just feel like hugging u sooo tightly now n give a peck on ur cheek, my naughty cheeky bubbly barney mickey boyfriend. LOL! I like it when u do ur silly jokes. Irritating but entertaining. heheh! i'll nvr get bored of u baby. I sayaaannnggg youuu!!

And to my magician brother. Hah! cant wait for him to come back to spore frm his 1 week holiday in KL. chetz! Im missing him. The house is so quiet without him around n i miss watching his magic tricks. WooOo! Received his call this afternoon telling me that he bought me a Louis Vuitton latest design handbag. eh, best lah bro! I know u love ur adik. Will patiently wait for his arrival this Friday. :)

Happy to know that December is coming to the end. Start a fresh on the year 2009. Im satisfied with what i have now. But im pretty sure things that happened can get better after we learn frm mistakes. Yeay! im looking forward to January. *smiles* =)

2008-12-22T00:34:00.009+08:00

*Sarsaparilla*

So, Im gonna update about my class chalet on the 18th Dec. I know its outdated. haha!

Well, we really had lots of fun. Thanks to my handsome teacher for the sponsor of the chalet. So kind and nice of you Mr Cris. Oh yes, we're so glad to hear ur new muslim name. Mr Ibrahim! Wee.. (: I noticed that all of us are getting closer to each other. Some already went back hm as they couldnt stay overnight at the chalet. So, a group of us had fun throughout the whole night. Heading to bed was all that I could think of, but apparently it was rather impossible. Managed to fall asleep only till 5am. All thanks to the boys for the bed time ghost stories. It was scary though that i had a hard time sleeping. Damn! They were laughing out loudly n playing whatever games while me and some of the girls already knocked out on the bed. And i ended waking up like a zombie the next morning. LOL!

Having fun with friends does not mean that my bf is forgotten or away frm my mind. Hell no!
I kept thinking bout him n somehow feels worried if he feels lonely without my calls. He told me to update him just so that he dont feel worried. Yes, i did baby. I will never want to keep you waiting. You will always be in my mind everywhere i go even though im having fun with friends.
I love you. You know right? (:

*I just feel like chopping of my hair n have my bangs again like last time. Hah! Maybe its time for me to have a new haircut. Shall i or shall i not? oh man, bf will sure gonna nag at me.LOL!*

We nurses love you Mr Cris

Nazariah.

Us, me & the banana. ;P

oh yeah i love this!

playing games with Mr Cris.

Raifana semangat! hurhur...

nope we dont drink. It's sparkling juice yaw!

Mr handsome!

The babes & the hunk. haha!

aaahhhh...??!

Mac cafe at late night.

pagi2 buta call mak biler tgh tido. bacin!

THIS IS NOT MINE. Thank you (:

Tireed!

Gd morning!!

2008-12-15T10:28:00.006+08:00

I can feel the change baby. The change in u as well as myself. You have changed in a way that our bonds are getting more closer. Never once in my life, i would expect to have a guy like you.

why? we are fated.
U came into my life and i didnt know u're existed. Before u came, we are just like strangers. Not knowing that we could be together someday. We dont even know each other and i never expect that u are what im looking and waiting for. My dear beloved bf, I wanna say something special to you.

Since u entered my life, you showed me how different you are frm the past. U showed me i can have something better than i have in the past. U showed me the true love n ur sincerity. U managed to get over ur past n im glad. You are someone new now and im happy to see ur change. Dear, do u know how special you are to me? My life wouldnt be the same if u're nt here with me. Do u still remember the first time we shared our tears? It was sweet syg... You told me, you've never shared a tears with a girl before. Honestly, im touched by ur words.

You never fail to update me ur whereabouts. I respect ur initiative. You never fail to cheer me up whenever i feels down. Your jokes are so silly that i feel like pinching ur cheeks. You're cute baby. I swear im to weak to find any guys that is as good as you. You are just the one & only one that will stay forever in my heart. Im glad that our love bonds are getting more closer now. You're not only like a bf to me. Infact, u are just like a brother & a bestfriend that i can share anything with you. I didnt realise that we are close to a year alrdy. Time flies too fast. And i hope we could stay the way we are now in the upcoming years ahead.
~I love you Muhammad Naufal~ =)

With Love,
Ikah

2008-12-14T01:20:00.012+08:00

It's been a pretty good weekend. Im enjoying my holidays. On the other hand, I miss skool and yet i do not want this holiday to end coz im so not looking forward to attachment. It sucks BIG time i swear! =S

I just cant wait for my cousin Syaza to sleepover tmr.. probably abt a week.

Oh yeah, lets do the girl thing baby!
gossiping, laughing, cam-whoring, crazy-ing is a must! nyeheheh... u crazy girl! BOO!
Well, today I bought ZA tinted moisturizer. This is my first time use but I find it good for everyday or normal use. Its recommended to those who's lazy to apply moisturizer and then foundation at the same time or those who does not like thick foundation. A thin light weight foundation that spread evenly to ur face. To summarise, this product have a nice light texture, indeed it is a tinted moisturizer so the main goal is moisturize and second give an even tone to the skin. I would recommend the concealer too. It gives a good coverage. I hope this helps! =)

oh yes! i've figured out something interesting lately. u know. ur eyelashes or eyebrows can actually grow longer/thicker by applying "Vaseline" on it. U'll get the results in 2 weeks. Well, i dont know how true or how effective it is. To satisfy myself, i've been trying it for 2 days alrdy. Just apply it every night before u go to sleep.

haha! im just trying the trial & error method. No harm. Vaseline is good though.(:

Im looking forward to 18th Dec which is our class chalet. oh man.. How I miss my classmates as well as my Mr Handsome. oh, i forgot to mention. I mean my teacher. LOL.*winks.

Thanks to him for sponsoring the 1 day chalet at downtown east. Cant wait to see the kitchen boys aka the chefs to do all the bbqs. Wahahaha! Lets have fun everybody since exams are over and bfore the attachment starts.
oh, Im excited! =D

HOHOHO! LOL! me n cousin bought this at the 1 dollar machine. Coz this remind me of someone. BOOOO! This thing works like a baby pacifier. So, just insert this to someone's mouth to make them SHUT UP!
"eh Syaza, whats lidi sentel?! I did not teach u that hokay! Dont pandai2.. Anw, nice one!
LOLS (laugh out loud sentel!) ok, u teach me that. Siao. Heh!" =P

2008-12-08T18:38:00.020+08:00

~Im an Animal Lover~
A day spent with babylove at Singapore Zoo ydae was absolutely nice! As well as celebrating our 11th monthsary. Wee! Thanks for bringing me there syg. =)
Well, as u know. Im so excited to go there till i woke up so early n wake Naufal up at 8.30am instead of 10am. Hahaha. Sorry baby im too excited. Its been a superior long time since I last went to the zoo. If im not wrong, the last time i went there when I was in primary 1. LOL!Looking at those White Tigers remind me of the Mauling incident which happened recently. Ouch, scary! =S Oh dear animals. They are just so cute and adorable and i loovvveee to look at them. Can i own one at hm? Nyeheheh! So, we took a lot of pictures yesterday with the beautiful scenery.
Thanks to lovely bf for being the photographer for the day. And thanks for the patience when i was too kanchiionng to take pictures.. Heh!

Funny baboons! We actually saw them mating when people were looking at them. Not once, not twice. But many times till the female quickly ran away frm him. Scard eyy? LOL!
They looked scary i swear. Well, i managed to take picture n video of them. Will upload it later aye. So that's all i gotta update abt the outing with boyfriend. Afterall, i really had fun and appreciate his company.

Get ready for the many many many pictures!! Yeay! =D

Suzuki Liana

I've got no freaking idea what animal is this?!! LOL

GrrRrR!! Naughty Tigers!
Watch out he's coming! =P

Monkey see monkey do. =P

Ikah see Ikah do.. LOL!

WoOopSs!

He's becoming wild! HAH!

Come on follow me up!

When Ikah smile. (:

The memory of Ah Meng.

Kuci Kuci Wa Wa..... heheh!

RABBIT!!!

"Untie! Look at the camera please!"

Im gentle, but he's violent. HAHAHA!

Cute kids.. (:

He instruct them to do that.. hehe

he's trying to touch.

and now he's feeding the goat.

yeah!! He successfully fed him! (Clap hands)

She's trying to feed too..

My cute lil pony!

Oops! yeah, i was scard.. gee....

Big is beautiful! =P

LOL!
Comeeeelllll sangat! (:

Lady photographer.. Photographer or silat?!?! LOL

2008-12-01T19:27:00.002+08:00

Haha! Hello people.
Just a random update from me. So yeah, no school for me today and also to the rest of my classmates. Unfortunately, the fact that exam is starting tmr worries me alot. Im stuck at home the whole day and i spend my precious time studying. I've covered the whole topic of Behavioural Science and currently im doing the past years exam papers. Oh! Im being a good girl yaw! LOL.
I started revising from 3pm afterwhich my mind was thinking about MC DONALD, "Mega Mc Spicy". So i told my brother n we both decided to call up MC Delivery.. Yeaahhooo! Oh well, im just showing some physiological needs. OMG! Did i just mentioned something related to Behavioural Science? AHAHA! Too much of studying i guess. I just need some break time to relax my mind now. And blogging is the answer. :)

Im really looking forward to Wednesday where i can call it a wrap for the whole term! Its the end of exam and i shall be stress free. No more studying & schooling. Which also explains, no more meeting of unwanted strangers in school. nyeheheheh!
An outing with my babylove is a must! I've already planned to go to the Singapore Zoo. HAHA!
Don't know why but i just feel like going.
"Zoo, Swimming, Sentosa, Beach" are in my list right now. So baby, it's all up to u to fulfill it okay.. Well i guess, i should stop now and continue with Behavioural Sci revision. So till then.

*I will not be blogging till after exams. So take care sweetiesss!*

2008-11-28T23:16:00.008+08:00

Its Friday today. I just wish time could stop.
Its sad for me to say this. However, there are more than 1001 words to thank this man whom I appreciate and respect. I wouldnt want to say this but....
"Goodbye Mr Crisencio".

Its the end of semester 1.2 bfore going to year 2 next year.. A very big thank you to Mr Cris for being the most extreme best teacher for the past 2 terms. You've helped us get our start as student nurses. You are the 1st teacher that tought us being a good & discipline nurse. I just want to thank you for all the sacrifices that you've done. Thanks for the patience and guidance. Im happy that u're my teacher. You're juz awesome and I think u're cool.. I look forward to ur class when i come to school. To me, u are number 1..!
Mr Cris, thank you for helping us to learn what we need to know. We'll remember u no matter where u go. We like you so much teacher. And we would stay here if we could! =)

Its hard to say goodbye to the teacher that has been so kind & nice. Time flies so fast n i didnt realise that my first year in ITE is going towards the end. Im having my exam next week bfore holiday starts... Yipee! And here we go to attachment again next yr! It saddens me when thinking about leaving the school.. well, there are some advantage & disadvantages of coming to school. Seeing my girlfriends everyday juz made my day even though skool can be very pathetic at times. Especially when u met a stranger whom u dun wish to see for the rest of ur life! Haha! Irritating more like it. Yeah...
Well oh well.. Gonna miss my classmates too.. Thanks for being my good friends. I love you all.. Shall see u all again next year, April for our Year 2.1All the best to all of you. And to my sweethearts,
Fatin;
Nicole;
Raifana;
Munirah.Im sure gonna miss u all. 7 weeks being together in skool is juz not enough! I hate it when it's time to say goodbye. But goodbye is not forever. Because all of u will be deep down in my heart n we shall spend time together anytime when we miss each other. To my beloved friends,
Take care sweethearts. We'll meet again next year.. With much love, Muaacckkzz!!!

Dont mind me for the lengthy post coz i feel that there are many things to update. So yeah.
So today meet up with my most loving bf after skool.. the initial plan was to go swimming at Sengkang CC as it juz open a few months back. But however, our plans was cancelled due to some reasons. haha. So here are some pics we took juz now to kill boredom!
Baby, now u have no reasons to complain bout me not taking our picture anymore.
Here are some crazy moments and I love it! (:

~ 09/01/08~

~Kawaii-ne~

Oh! White Tiger in action! Muahahahaa!! =D

Yes you!

2008-11-27T00:30:00.006+08:00

Carelessness!
Today's incident really make me realised about not to be careless and it just gave me a huge shocked in my life. I swear i would never ever want it to happen again in future. For once, i was being so dumb enuff and i feel like giving myself a tight slap on my face!
What a day?! How can I be so silly to actually left my new LG phone in the MRT?!!! I was on my way to Jurong with Raifana afterwhich I realised that my phone wasnt with me and not in the bag either. I went panicked and start searching it everywhere. Nothing could describe my feelings but i just feel like bursting out crying.
What do you expect? I just bought that phone a few days ago and it went missing. Without hesitation, I borrowed my friend's phone and try calling my number hoping that someone would answer the call. Deep in my mind, I already thought that people might have took it away and that, I would never get my phone back. But i was totally wrong!
A gentlement answered the call and told me that he's holding on to it and he'll pass it to me at Boon lay's control station. I thank god n i felt a total relieved.

Reached Boon lay, and went to the control station asking whether did anyone leave any phone there. A young chinese lady tap on my back telling me that her bf was holding on to it. Looking at the Pink phone, I was smiling widely n gave a huge sigh. That young couple is very nice and i respect their honesty. If it was not them, I guess people might have took it away and would not answer my call which the couple never did! I thank their kindness and may god bless them.
So this is a learning lesson for me not to be careless and not to trouble anyone by making them wait to pass the phone to me.. I must becareful now. Like seriously!

Dear comot is busy at work and im so dead bored now! Few more days to weekend before my exams starts the following week. Going to skool now is certainly boring because it is a revision week and we're having free lessons most of the time. The fact that teacher keep track on our attendance make me think twice of not coming to skool. Nursing is strict and they tought us bout discipline which is a good thing. Im happy with the course even though they dont allow alot of things.
Well, im sure i've chosen the right path now & I dont regret.

*I couldnt imagine myself without a phone! OMG! =( *

2008-11-23T17:02:00.011+08:00

The coming back of Ismail Haron.

Finally its over and im done with Ismail Haron's concert as the back up singer at Downtown East "D MARQUEE". Me & the other 2's had a great time up there on stage singing part of his songs. It surprised me that people still remember him as the best veteran legend singer. Many came to his concert n i was happy to see the unexpected overwhelming response.
Uncle Ismail Haron is a very nice man. Humble n funny. It was nice working with him. On top of that, i feel honoured to get this opportunity. Thanks to Moliano for the recommendation.
To be part in the concert never came across my mind. To conclude everything, i enjoyed the concert with his funky songs n his funky moves. It made me wanna dance too! =D

Now, i hate the fact that im currently feeling so restless. Im having bad menstrual cramps, runny nose & cough. Urgh! Get better soon please.
I miss my Comot! Thanks for being there with me everytime n showing me ur endless caring and concern. You are 1 in a million and i would never ever want to find any replacement.
I've never met a guy that is as loving as you. Appreciate ur sincerity n u are just so special n perfect in my eyes baby!~ You're irreplacable. My love grows everytime n u just make me love n miss you more & more even though u are standing close beside me.
You are the special gift that god have given me..
*~Thanks Allah~*

Pictures up babies! ;)

abg2 musician.

before hair do.

Fifie oh Fifie! =P

Guests Artist, "Ruz Alif". He's Cuttteee!!

Alif & Fauzan.

Us with Uncle Ismail Haron.

Kak Asnida Daud.

The backup singer w/o Kak Rozie Rahim in the pic.

2008-11-20T23:16:00.005+08:00

Hello Sweethearts!

Sorry for not updating due to being very busy this whole week. Last few days i've been going to rehearsals for upcoming Ismail Haron's concert "Ilham Pujangga". A man who has powerful voice and also known as the 'Singapore Tom Jones.'

I am glad to be involved in his concert as the backup singer. The backup singer who's involved will be myself, Rozie Rahim (Rahimah Rahim's sister) and Fauzan ( a frend in TKC Idol).

Its my first time being a backup singer n i shuld say that it is a very good experience. Its not as easy as singing solo because this is much tougher i tell you. Each one of us have our own note as to harmonise the song. So now u think its easy? hah!

So the concert will be held tmr, Friday at 8.00pm. At downtown east "D MARQUEE". Tickets are sold at $40 & $30. Brother n Bf will be coming to watch. Yeay! Im just so excited n looking forward for tmr. Its gonna be very enjoying and fun!

Media from TV3 and Melody will be coming too as the concert will be quite grand. Make sure my camera are ready to take pictures!

And well, bout today. I juz came back frm Toa Payoh with Nicole to buy my new "Pink LG Viewty" phone. Been eyeing that phone for quite a long time since my bro bought it.
I like the function as its not too complicated as compared to certain touch screen phone. I will sure sleep with it tonight! LOL!
Ok lovelies, thats all for today's entry. Gotta sleep early n rest coz im having this bloody cough & runny nose! Chetzz!! Nitez sweeties! =P

*Thanks for the company TabbyCat! Muackz!*

2008-11-16T10:37:00.004+08:00

I spent my Saturday very well yesterday.. Thanks for the sleepover Eera! Appreciate it so much. We had so much fun n we shall do it again during the holidays! yeaahh..!
We woke up at 10+ and Eera thought of meeting the "Ex-bf" at 12pm.

But after the conversations, she cancel it off and planned to go for rebonding at Far East as i recommended her the shop that i went to. Naufal fetched us at 4.30pm and we sent her off at Far East because me & Naufal alrdy planned to watch movie after for a long time.

I juz cant believe that i actually watched R21 movie, "SAW V".. LOL! The movie was not bad, scary though. Oh yes, i miss watching movies like the old times.. More movies soon baby! =)

After the movie, bumped into Eera&Raifana. Saw Eera's new hair! ouch, she looked great with her new looks.. Jgn prasan mcm Agnes Monica okay! menyampah aku!
Then Naufal sent me & Raifana off at Gombak to my parents shop and we call it a day.

Afterall, being with them juz made my day even though we did not spend much time together. Especially precious time with bf. I love you babylove.
n not forgetting, you babes!! Muaacckkzz! =D

2008-11-11T19:16:00.002+08:00

Omg.. This freaked me out! Was browsing thru youtube bout TKC idol n i saw this.. Ahaha! Juz watch it for ur entertainment... HAHAHAA!

2008-11-07T23:37:00.006+08:00

I spent my Thursday very well ydae.. Things have been so great lately.
Firstly, i would like to congratulate my beloved one & only bf, Muhammad Naufal for passing his TP ydae.. Congratulation syg.. Its a dream come true. I had a pretty hard time in skool as i was worried how u did for the test. But a moment later, i got a call frm u while i was having lessons, telling me that u passed. I swear nothing could describe how i felt at that moment. Afterall, im just happy & proud of u for this is something that u wanted.
To drive a car!
And i juz cant believe that it was you who drove us all the way to JB yesterday. He fetched me in skool by car and proceed to Giant as his parents wanted to buy something there.
Then he brought his family & my family to have our Supper at JB as he alrdy promised to treat us once he passed his TP. It was alrdy late night when we reached there. Thanks for the treat baby. And im happy to see our parents get along well together!
Congratz once again syg.. Remember to drive safely on the road ok. Listen to what Daddy had advised to u. For ur own good syg... =)

And the 2nd good news comes frm myself.. Yeaahh! I passed my Phase Test(practical) for NG Tube insertion & Feeding.. I was over joy when teacher showed us the results ydae. Got "Gold" for both insertion & feeding. I should thank god for the results. My hardwork paid off n knowing that practical test for semester 1.2 are over is really stress free! haha.. With this results, i will motivate myself to work even harder to achieve what i wanted. And i will take Naufal as an example. Strive for what he wanted & believe. Such a good role model huh. hee! I am just so happy to know this 2 good news yesterday. It is a victory for the both of us.. Yeaayy!

2008-11-02T23:55:00.003+08:00

Ahhh Fatigue! juz finished studying for tmr's behavioural science test. Omg, been studying one whole day like a mad girl. hey, i really wanna pass this test okay as this is my first time taking psychology subject. interesting subject i shuld say when we learn bout people's behaviour and stuffs like that.
Apologise to bf for i dun really have the time to talk to him that much today. I know u understand baby. Thats why i love u! And thanks to u for helping me to memorise some of the topics. Oh my, u looked so serious while testing me the other day. Once again, i know u love me and therefore u want me to pass this exam. I heart u for being sooo caring...
Well, with confidence i guess i would be able to make it.. i swear im dozing off now!
Thats all for my short entry todae. Shall update more soon when i got the time yea..
Gd nite lovelies! =))

2008-10-29T00:29:00.009+08:00

I had a hilarious time with girlfriendsss ydae at Nicole's house. WooO! We went for swimming and then studied at her house. been a long time since i went swimming especially with friends. Yeah2! Know something?! We had a super great time experienced bathing in the sudden blackout at their public toilet as it was raining heavily.Oh damn! i swear we shouted like nobody's business. juz imagine the blackout in the toilet occured while we were bathing happily. i was so panicked till i juz wrap myself up n went out of the toilet. Funny i tell you.
we waited quite awhile till the power light resume back as per normal. haas! Relieved......
get changed quickly and went to nicole's house. snap photos here and there and we juz cant get enuff of it.. then we started studying. haha.. good examples of nurses hor! juz a way to relieve stress. So overall, it involves..
Swimming; gfs; raining; blackouts; shouting; laughing; polaroid photos; SLR camera; MAC delivery; partying; studying & copying. nyehehehh! =D

so thats how we spent our Deepavali holiday... WeeE!!

I love you babes ok! you guys made my day everyday...
-Nicole

-Fatin

-Raifana

-Munira

Muackz!

And Nicole said i look so CINA! haha!

sexy kittens... ;)

I love ya'll...

swimming lessons taught by Nicole.. haha.

splash splash!!Raifana looks so wrong! Wats on ur mouth baby? LOL! (Part 1)

What the hell??!! This pic looks wrong too! LOL!! (Part 2)

MEOW!! Dont come near me, I'll bite!

The sweet ones!

2008-10-27T00:55:00.009+08:00

*~Home Sweet Home~*

Oh Fun Fun Fun!! thats all i can say.. I had fun with all the people who came to my hari raya open house ydae, 25th Oct. My family will usually organise this open house towards the end of Hari Raya. Countless of guests. Non stop hits.
i would like to thank ya effort for coming over. Though i know its pretty hard to find my place. lol. Thanks to my loveliest girlfriends for coming right after the Phase Test we had in skool. u guys are the best! =)
we reached my house around 2+ as the guests were told to come after 4pm. i was so excited n looking forward for them to come. it was quite sometime since we had the families n cousins gathering.. somehow, it made me feels so much better. not forgetting, i invited friends too. For those who weren't able to make it ydae, i understand that u had some other things to attend to.. no worries, there are always some other times aitez!

We had karaoke session with my friends in the afternoon. After tired of singing, we watched the most shocking horror movie, "4bia".. oh damn..! i still got a shock in my life after watching it over 3 times ydae. The last part was scary i tell you. Haha! i was laughing at the same time when looking at their facial expression while watching the movie. will upload the pics n u'll know what i mean.. lol. Well, i really had a great time afterall.. the foods that my mom cooked was superb! i juz cant get enuff of the "Ayam Masak Merah.." i want Moooorrreeeee!

And to my darling Naufal, thanks for coming early n stay up till late night. As u can see ydae, i looked so tired n sleepy..infact, i was fatigue! u know, i had to entertain the guests. so yeah, say thanks to mummy, daddy n ya bro for coming aitez.. me n family appreciate it alot!
To everyone who came, i appreciate ya presence! =))

the dinning hall
My room.. (:

girlfriends <3

sweet fatin & nicole (:

nizar, naufal & yazid.

jgn gelojoh k! haha..

yummy yummy!!

we aint ready for this pic..
tersenyum diaaa.... heee..

tirreeeddd~
"Dear, tolong amik kan my air"...

this is a horror movie for goodness sake! go laugh lahhh!! haha..

ok, muke masih mantain..=P

muke mantain eh.. jgn action tetido kalau dah takut nak tgk.. haha!

laugh again!

ahhh! amik kau! hahahaha!

I swear i shouted n gave him a shocked! haha!

ni lagi satu hantu! LOL...

The Family - My side. =)

The Family - Bro's side. =)

2008-10-26T23:25:00.004+08:00

organs.
rib cage.

Yiippeee!! Finally phase test is over! im just glad that there is only 1 practical test in semester 1.2.. which is the insertion of NG Tube.
And i thank god that me n my lovely girlfriends passed!! no regrets staying up late in skool for practice. our hard work paid off n im proud of you gals.. not forgetting our handsome teacher Mr Criscencio Tambien Tenebroso for being "oh-so-cool" during all the lessons.. WeeEe! =)
to my sweethearts, i love ya all.. continue to work hard aitez babes! *smooches*

I Love you people! =P

2008-10-21T15:28:00.008+08:00

Its been a pretty boring day in skool.. currently in project management class. such a boring lesson i should admit. had P.E early in the morning and we played soccer. sadly my team lose to the other team which has more people. unfair lah ok. lets re-match this Thurs.

Watch out yeah! certainly, we will take revenge this time. LOL! i was just being brave and stubborn to play soccer today trying to forget the incident that happened to me few months back. i fainted while playing soccer. That was when i juz recover frm sick and was admitted to CGH for a day. haha, ok enuff of that as Munirah who's sitting beside me currently is laughing her ass out. Stop it OK..

so as you can see.. im certainly out of words now. im just updating unnecessary things to kill my boredom in class. to solve this, i will stop now n update when i really got the time.

well, im forced to say this.. But its ok. it comes sincerely deep
down in my heart..
"I LOVE YOU MUNIRAH.." (see, how sweet i can be?) LOL!

2008-10-19T15:28:00.006+08:00

Its over now but its not the end of the world yet. Just not my luck i guess. Im pretty happy coz ive done my best n tats the best i gave throughout the competition. Thanks to Moliano, one of the judges for the motivational support when he talked to me personally n he was surprised as why i couldnt make it to next round. A big THANK YOU to those who came n expected to watch me sing. Im sorry, i hope i didnt dissapoint u guys in a way. Watever it is, im still here standing strong n wouldnt give up or feel down. Im just waiting for the best time to come.All the best to the rest of the 10 contestants.
Lets see who wins n bring home that $3000... =)

He's my pillar of strength! (:

Huggiess!!!

I love this babes! =D

LOVE<3>

2008-10-13T23:17:00.004+08:00

A perfect boyfriend:

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
• be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you
• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

2008-10-13T15:15:00.007+08:00

Hello babies!
Well, nothing much to update actually. Its the first day of skool and im sitting my ass here at hm due to being tired. hahs! Reached hm quite late ydae as me n family went to visit our relatives. Not surprising, im still collecting ang-bao frm them.. its a must of course! hey, im just 18 and wat do u expect? money money! Ouch, i sound so the childhood days.. lol.
We are yet to complete all the houses because it was alrdy late ydae. so we decided to continue jln raya for some other days as frm wat i thought that i'll be going to skool today. Chetz!
Thanks to bf for waking me up early in the morning at 6 as he thought that i'll be goin to skool. Feeling so shag, i told him,"Ok2 i bangun skrg nk mandi".. I was feeling so damn tired n went back to dreamland. LOL! He called me up again at abt 8 and i told him that im nt goin.. haha! However, i appreciate ur morning call baby.. I know u're sick n yet u make the effort to wake me up. And that was the reason why i wasnt really happy ydae as im pretty worried bout you.. get well soon huns! Love you! =)

WoOhOo! It seems that most of the girls now chose cabin crew as their career. cool or wat?!
si DEKTU jadi stewardess, si DEKNI jadi stewardess.. is it a trend now? LOL.
can i be one too? mayb i shuld try applying.

SIA? Silkair? Jetstar? Cathay Pacific? AirAsia? or TigerAirways?
Naaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!! No wayyy aitez! I was just joking sweethearts! =)

Dad, Tok Man, Bro

Im waiting for my husband to buy this dream car of mine! Yeaah2! =)

2008-10-09T02:28:00.008+08:00

Yeah! First time celebrating raya together with him was F-U-N...! So, we went raya-ing together with my nursing friends. Thanks to Munirah for the spoilt plan. LOL!
The initial plan was to go to few of our clan's houses. But due to some reasons, the plan was cancelled and we went to Karaoke instead, after meeting at Raifana's house. Haha! best gitu kan.
Met Munirah at Jurong point at 2.30pm. She was alone as Fatin couldnt make it due to unknown reason. So we proceed to Raifana's house n had our lunch there. Me & Naufal planned to go karaoke coz he had the free coupon for Hari Raya special. They agreed n we rushed down to Apollo centre Cash Karaoke Box.

Had lots of fun in there especially Munirah with her super dangdut song. aha! And along, Nicole joined us after her work. A chinese mix eurasian girl who knows how to sing Malay songs. aww..! Coolness.. Everything ends at 9pm and we went on our separate ways home. Naufal sent me back to sengkang. And i swear i dun feel like letting him go.. i just cant get enuff of him!
Thanks darling for loving me. You are just the nicest n the most caring person i've ever met. Here i would like to say that i appreciate n treasure u alot my dear.
Happy 9 Monthsary Baby! =)

I had fun with u babes todae even though the plan somehow didnt work out.. LOL! see u guys soon when skool re-open next Mon.. arghhh! skool is starting soon n how i miss my attachment! heh!

Pictures up! =)

Food!!

Dancing huh? LOL!

3 Dara..

I just had to listened them saying that we had just Nikah.. nyeheheh!

In the cab. (:

Caught singing! haha!

Adorable~

Burukszz! =P

Ikah, Nicole, Munirah & Raifana

Ikah & Nicole

2008-10-07T02:07:00.004+08:00

TKC idol contestants

Omg Omg! Getting so excited n nervous as the day is getting nearer without me realising it.
already chose the song for finals n im hopping the best as i'll give my very best on that day.
oh my... how i wish i could win n bring home the amount of 3K plus a single album recording. WOW! haha... well, win or lose does not matter. What matters me most is that, im just gonna give my all n i know where i stand.

Wish me luck earthlings! =)

2008-10-02T05:49:00.003+08:00

Just pictures update.. nothing to blog about actually.. oh well..
Selamat Hari Raya to everyone..!
Damn... Im missing hubby alot now.... he's going to malaysia tmr and will be back by 4th Oct.. meet up soon sayang.. cant wait any longer... =(

*Take care of urself Dear Naufal. Coz i do care alot for you. Love you...*

2008-09-30T05:27:00.003+08:00

Raya "2007"

The thought of leaving the month of Ramadhan really saddens me. A day more to go and we are celebrating Hari Raya. Yes, Im excited bout it but at the same time it just feels so sad.
This proves that time flies real fast. And i just hate the fact that i couldnt get to fast this last few days of Ramadhan due to being sick and menses.
And the feeling of being sick is just so Watever!~

Oh WeeE!! Im so excited for this year's Raya. Getting ready for raya which also explains that we have to look our best on that special day. And that, shopping is a must!
Just today, me & bf went to Far East to get some stuffs. The initial plan was that i wanna get my hair colour done there. so yup! I did colouring, highlighting as well as treatment. Once again i am satisfied! And so sweet of my Baby Love to get me a fresh apple juice (w/o Ice) , vicks inhaler and "Robitussin" sweets for cough while waiting for me to get my hair done. As the reason being is that, i was coughing, sneezing n i felt really sick at that time. I love you baby!
But somehow, i refused to eat n drink coz i swear i dont feel nice doing tat infront of u when u're fasting. Just the sense of respect. But i have to after being forced a few times by him.
Thanks for understanding. It just feels so nice being pampered by you! (:

Then, get myself new MAC make-ups at Tangs. Bought stick foundation, eye-liner, blusher and new eye lashes. WeeE! MAC is just way too perfect! =) (HAHA! Not promoting ehh)
Headed to Geylang TKC for his Baju Kurung..Yeah its kinda last Min. Then something happened till it get on my nerves that i have to get myself a 2nd pair of outfit for Raya. Guess what?!
my 2nd pair of kebaya which i bought at Sultanah boutique was sent for alteration at the other shop which i dun wish to mention the name. And it was not done yet. Supposedly it shuld be done by 5th Of Sep. And i kept on calling that bloody shop a few times earlier asking whether it is ready for collection and she dared to tell that she's still altering coz its kinda complicated. Fine! So i waited n waited till i couldnt wait any longer. So, we went down to the shop juz now and im expecting it to be done. To my surprised, there's a long que of people in her shop. And they experiencing the same thing too! Me & bf gets really pissed off n tell her that we want to cancel it. I swear i never talked to a person in a rude manner. But she makes me do that.
And i have to get myself another pair of baju which is quite costly as i could not wear that kebaya. Waste money only!!! Felt like punching her goddamn face i tell you!

But im lucky that i've already got my 1st pair of baju from Sultanah too earlier on already. Same colour with Baby Love and im just so excited. I swear this is the first time im celebrating Hari Raya with a guy. I mean special one! And he's the one that im referring too.. Hee...
Ahh! got facial appointment tmr at 12pm. then gonna get my nails done after that. No more Henna this year.. haha! French Manicure is a Yes! LOL. Grrrr! I really spent alot this month.. (Slaps forehead)
Oh yeah, this post is kinda lenghty n i can tell you that my mind is telling me to go to sleep now!!
till then! Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims!

2008-09-25T04:15:00.017+08:00

Judging from the way i behave lately, sensitively keeps on filling me especially when i get irritated. Perhaps im too over reacting or exaggerating. Say, emotions can never be predicted especially for girls. The mood might change just abruptly without you noticing. And somehow i wish my mood would get better. I get irritated darn easily and pissed off for no apparent reason.

So i suggest you'd better shut that HELL up!

Dear Poor Girl, i supposed that there must be something wrong up there in ur mind. You are either mentally or emotionally disturbed. Yeah, me n him share the same birthday and im pretty sure its not ur bloody problem anymore. Infact, none of ur bloody fcuking business.

If it is, give yourself a tight slap on ur face. You deserve it!

I dont need you to waste ur fcuking time to spare ur so not needed fcuking message to him. And he would never ever want to entertain ur fcuking nonsensical attitude. Not even as a friend. Keep that in mind. I pity u for leaving him. You're just being so naive n stupid. And im proudly to say that im on the winning side now. Worse still, i pity u poor girl coz u seems lost.Well, things happened for a reason. And i thank you for that. Dont regret coz u choose to happen.

Certainly, in this world there are so many types of personality and characters.
Just get the hell out of our life. Im currently having a great life with him n aren't you glad to see us happier than what you had experienced last time?? He sincerely deeply loves me now n im truly glad that he forgets all his past with you. And i trust him.Really..Somehow n somewhat, im happy for my bf for he had found someone better than you! I know that he sincerely loves me alot n i just cant afford to lose him. Im too weak for that.

Such a pity to see u with those red eyes.. aha! Let me tell you this, ur words cant bring us down. Not even a little poor girl!. You are just making urself look stupid. Dont u think so? (:

You just have to learn how to appreciate people i tell you. Appreciate the one u love and the sacrifices they did. That would be enough.
ok kakak? dont be childish here. Shall i say more?

Aitez, talking bout this issue is certainly worthless.

So on behalf of my bf, we would like to say something that is more worth for you.

"Get a better LIFE poor girl!" =(

*He's just irreplaceable*

2008-09-22T01:50:00.018+08:00

Hello lovelies!

my blog is kinda dead due to being busy.. and i never had the time to actually reply to tags as well as update. sorry peeps! Taggies will be replied soon... sorry for the ignorance.

I didnt mean to.. (:

Well...... i just had a Super Wonderful time on my Birthday which was on Friday, the 19th Sep.

it was a blast! i've never been any happier than this. And this was the best birthday i ever had.

I swear!

We were celebrating our first birthday together. As his bdae was on the 18th & mine was on 19th. Sweetness!~ he just make me feel so special on that day.. thanks darling. And i love the way he made those surprises.. oh... it was just too sweet! It was beyond expectations. honestly, i did not expect more than that. From what i thought, he was not gonna buy me anything for my bdae as he told me that he will not..
and i thought it was REAL.. well seriously, i didnt expect anything. Just an outing and a dinner is enough.. but he proved me wrong. Not 1, not 2 but 3 presents from him.. Aww..!

Here it goes......

He came to fetched me home by cab all the way from wdls... somehow i was wondering why did he took cab to fetch me. he never done this before. haha. ok never expect much so i thought he was just being nice on my birthday. i came down and i was shocked to see him with a BIG "Baby Minnie" teddy bear... yeah! so thats the reason why he took cab coz he was too shy to bring it all the way to sengkang by bus... nyeahahah! yes he's cute. As the present is kinda big, i keep it at home coz i dun wanna bring it along either. LOL.

So we proceed to Sentosa for 4D Magix.. i swear it was cool. then we rushed down to Vivo to find a place to have our dinner and break fast. we were kinda fickled minded and at the same time rushing for time. and we ended up choosing Secret Recipe for our dinner. While waiting for break fast, gave him his Birthday present. and yes, it was something that he like n wanted, the FOSSIL watch.. hee.. I know u're expecting it.. haha.. Joking!

And then it was my turn to open the 2nd present. to my surprised, it is the DKNY watch that i've been admiring all this while! goodness..! it was a mix feelings i tell you.. i just felt like crying and laughing.. i was touched seriously. didnt know that u can read my mind very well.. But like i said i wasnt expecting anything from u.. i swear.

After our dinner, proceed to Singapore Flyer.. our first time being there and it was a great experience. nice view from the top and that 30mins in the flyer past so fast.

But the main concern is that, i really had a wonderful time with him.. he just made my day and i would like to thank u for everything... thanks for the treat syg. Please dont do this again ok! LOL. And im looking forward to celebrate our birthday together for the rest of the year ahead in the future.. I love you Naufal! =)

*It was nice exchanging presents* LOL.

Pictures up!

withdraw money.
In blue line bus to 4D Magix!

4D Magix. I know u're excited.. LOL
Secret Recipe! Yummy yummy monster!
Happy Birthday to US! =D

Happy 22nd Birthday sayang..
Happy 18th Birthday Ikah.. (:

It was a surprise too!

Singapore Flyer! WeeeEE! =D

Our Birthday presents! WOW..! =D
FOSSIL-> For HIM. DKNY->For HER.
From HIM to HER.
From HER to HIM.
the 3rd bdae present.. aWwW! Sweetness! *wink*
Memories....!

2008-09-18T01:05:00.006+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday to my Babyboy, Naufal.. its exciting to know that ur birthday falls on the same month as me.. and more exciting, it falls juz a day bfore my birthday...
Im just lucky..! =)

My dear, let me say this once again even though i've alrdy said it more than a few times..i will never get tired of saying this that you are the most caring n loveliest person i ever met.. u just made my day everyday n without fail, u just love to make me smile n laugh..
im happy to be part of you now.. seriously sayang. i aint lying.
we've grown a year older n im looking forward to grow old with you..!!

And finally i get my hair done last Sun at Jean Yip.. i should say that they really provide a good service. im not afraid to recommend u there.. well, i did soft rebonding and yeah it turned out really good.. resulting of softer hair now.. im satisfied with new hair!
yippe yippe hooray!
Its worth spending the money.. (:

2008-09-07T23:28:00.004+08:00

I love my purple Barney! =P

it has been a pretty great weekend.. n i juz cant wait for the last day of attachment which is next week! seriously i jus miss skool. friends, teachers and the environment there. but i guess, by the time im back to skool, i'll start to miss work again.. hahas! well, its juz normal.. =)

n rite now. at this time, and at this moment. i juz cant stop thinking n cant wait for the very special day to come. infact, it is special to "US" and i really hope it would be a memorable one.
shall i start the countdown? lol.. hopefully my plan would run smoothly.. nyeheheh.. OoPS..!! (cover mouth)
n i shall get my hair done soon.. i just miss my long & straight hair. i wanna get my hair back straight as i think tat i couldnt manage my perm hair anymore.. Nevertheless, i love the curls now. somehow or rather, i prefer straight hair.. easy to mantain. and i wasnt really happy due to the fact tat i have to keep on twirling after i wash my hair. so leceh!

a week more to go and goodbye semester 1.1.. im looking forward for semester 1.2 which means tat i have to be more attentive in class n get better results than the previous one.
it was fun n yet pathetic when come to think of the experience of working in SGH. u'll get to see different sorts of people which is exciting! really...! lol. n i shall not elaborate more bout it.
working morning shift tmr n i could hear the devil telling me to go on to sleep every single day at 5 am in the morning. somehow, i managed to get my body up still. nyeheheh!

"Countdown!" =D

2008-09-03T19:47:00.003+08:00

Oh yes Im complaining..
Work can never get any better. Infact this morning was damn hectic. I had a pretty bad morning. Staff nurses can be really nice and some can be as bad as an Idiot! Aite, let me tell u this. Not even one staff nurse ever asked ITE students to assist HIV patients.. N juz this early morning, one of the staff nurses did.
Guess wat?! Im the victim. hah! how nice! The staff nurse brought me to send the patient to shower. Mind you! Its a HIV Positive. Its an elderly male n unstable. He's been always lying on the bed n had been there since the first day i started my attachment in Ward 63. And not even one staffs ever asked us to assist him infact we were told to stay away n nvr get near him. i've been observing that staff nurses were the ones who assisted him. Thanks to her, she leave all the burden to me expecting me to do most of the things.

Damn her!

I swear im gonna hate her for the rest of my life. To add things even worse than it already is, the patient was lying on his bed with "shits" all over the bed linen. Worse still, he put his hand into his pants and dig watever shit in there n started smelling. Gosh! It looked gross, I swear!
It smells one whole room. he's a contact precaution so i wore 3 layers of gloves instead of 2. A mask, coz it smells so horrible n disposable apron to shower him. Then, i juz realised that we are supposed to wear PPE gown for cases like HIV, MRSA or SARS. PPE is vital for protecting infection during patient care, particularly from droplet or airborne transmitted diseases.
And how can she as a Staff Nurse not tell me? I just feel like punching her goddamn face!

To add things again, while transferring the patient to the commode, she juz left the diapers half exposed with shits all over the pants. Disguisting! And that, ppl looked at him with different kinds of facial expression while i pushed him on the commode to the toilet.
Nevertheless, i felt pity to the patient for being treated like that.
Seriously. Nurses should be more gentle and patient with the patients. They are ill and what the hell do u expect frm them? i do admit that some patients are very demanding n grumpy. Put ur heart into it and understand their situation. Sick ppl wouldnt be in good mood at all times.

So staff nurse, are u telling me that u was not in a good mood bcoz u're ill
too??
let me assist u then n u'll know what do u get in return.
Enough!

2008-08-24T01:16:00.009+08:00

Ikah & Syah Ibrahim

ok..Great news!
today was the TKC Idol for the semi final round. And im glad that i got into the semi finals after knowing the results. it was nice to have the chance to sing again on stage. =)
19 contestants were kicked out and 20 contestants continued their journey today with the theme of tradisional/pop yeye. Thank god im one of them.
I was really nervous due to the fact that i have to perform right after getting the results. How cool can it get coz i was the 1st contestant.. Damn! I was rushing to the toilet to get change to traditional outfit. And just right after i came down, they told me to standby by the stage. That was fast!
It was satisfying when the judges gave good comments after i sang. Hopefully i can make it to finals. Insyaallah....

Also thanks to those who came. Family & friends are much appreciated. Without ur support n the votes, i wouldnt be there singing again on stage! LOL.. So now im looking forward for the results on the 18 of oct which is on the Final day itself.
if its my luck, then i'll get to sing again. I just have to prepare for the next song.

~Be prepared!~

*Thanks sayang for being the videographer for the day*

Ikah & Huda
Nursing Mates.
oh.. she's adorable..!
Ciko.

Naufal, Ikah, my bro Rudy.

*~StOrY Of Ma LiFe~*

~StOrY Of Ma LiFe~